I attended a friend's wedding last July 5 and it made me thought some stuffs --- about life, my future and my own family.
I know my sexual orientation; I know that I am more inclined to liking men than women and I am never confused with who I am and what I want as a person but never did I close my door of having a family on my own: having someone to call my wife, having my own kids, seeing them running around the house, their cute smiles and hearing their sweet laughter. tsk tsk tsk.
Does this mean something else? That I still have a chance? That I can still change? That I can still be a man? And the contentment I always sought to reach is not the happiness I believe I have at present but a contentment of a good husband to his wife, a responsible dad to his children and a good provider to his family? The man inside of me is not dead yet, is he? Hmp! Or am I just confused again? -deep sigh-
Anyway, who says this is a race? I'm still 22 and I have so muccchhhh to enjoy... Wah! I'm GGB again (Gulo Gulo Buhay) Help!!!!
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