A friend of mine once said "Eating should be a social thing" but I'm making it as my livelihood - my means of living. lol. Tell me, can you stop your self from eating while all you have are nothing but sumptuous foods? tsk tsk tsk.
I have a big appetite and that can't be denied (grins). I eat like there is no tomorow and feed myself to more than what is enough - that is something not good! Look how heavy I was and I am now: before, I weighed 120 lbs but now, I weigh 180 lbs. Holy cow carabao! hahaha. I am not worried but with the height I have, I am already overweight - that sounds humiliating and self degrading. I feel unattractive sometimes and this has indirect effects in my confidence. sigh.
I went to a gym before but only had few visits -- I'm too lazy. I had diet attempts; trying to eat half cup or 1 cup of rice but I usually ended up with 2 cups - toinkz! I took diet pills but I farted with oils. hahaha. Imagine how hard it was for me hiding those wet marks on my jeans in public! Ewie!
I can't control myself and I lack discipline when it comes to eating! Grrr! Whew! When will I realize to eat less? Only if i am already diagnosed with hypertension and diabetes? No way.!
From now on and days forward, I'll try dieting... AGAIN! --- for the NTH time!!!
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